'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.♥

Hello everyone! How are you all?
I haven't been on in so long... I don't think I will ever be able to catch up... but I can try sometime, right? ^__^
I can only hope you all have been well.
 
Can I tell you the good things that have happened to me and the bad things?
I think I will start of with the good things.
I went to see Harry Potter, FINALLY yesterday and I just thought it was perfect, I'm not one of those crazy Harry Potter fans but I just thought it was p e r f e c t. And I fancy the pants of Draco/Tom Felton.
I dyed my hair pink yesterday and it is like... it is neon pink! And I love it more than any hair colour I have had! I just wish I was allowed it for school.. Oh well I don't have school anymore.
I went to Greece last year, my first holiday abroad for like 3 years! It was amazing. The warm weather was just jwkdjksjdk!
I have started to learn another language, and I have finally decided what I want to do in the future.
 
Now can I start with the bad things?
I am going to sound so depressing and whatever but I need to get it out somewhere, and if you read this, thank you.
Well, there is only one bad thing and I will never get over it.
I lost my best friend. And I don't mean, I lost them because we fell out, I mean I lost them and will never be able to speak to them again or see them. Unless I go visit their grave.
She told me she couldn't live anymore and that was the last I heard of her. I couldn't get in contact with her and she hadn't been online for days then I saw a post which made my heart break, it was a goodbye. I kept ringing her phone all day, day after day. But nothing, it just kept going to voicemail. And then I heard from her mother and the rest is self explanatory.
It made me feel as though I failed as a friend. I went through the same feelings as she did and the same things and yet she didn't talk to me about anything and that is why I thought I failed as a friend. And I have spent countless nights trying to figure out why she did what she did, and I guess the signs were all there.
The thing that made me feel worse is we had an argument before she did it, we fell out and didn't speak for a few days. Then I saw the message and she also sent me one. And she told me that she loved me, more than a friend. But I didn't know what to do because, I was in love with a boy. I don't get feelings towards girls so I felt so guilty and I turned to God and begged him to not take her, but he did.
But if she is watching me from up there or wherever she ended up then I want her to know that she is and always will be my best friend and I will love her forever. Maybe not in the way she wanted but I will always love her with my whole heart. And I just hope she can forgive me and one day I can forgive myself.

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN GUIIIZ
I bet you have all forgotten about me :( oh well, I'll just sit here feeling lonely.
I am so sorry for rejecting Polyvore in such a way that I have, Tumblr is pretty addictive and I've been so caught up in school and as for summer well... yeah.
 
But anyway enough of the apologies, how is everyone? -nobody replies or likes- But yeah I hope you're okay. And alas, my return comes with a crap set, and for that I am also sorry.
So my liiife, well over the past... who knows how many months it has changed so much. I have made new friends and become so much happier and wow I have met the most amazing guy, ever, he makes me ever so happy. And school is going okay-ish.
 
hmmhmhmh, so yaaah, hi.

For the contesttt!
I really liked the quote and I actually really like this set, not done a mini in awhile hardly done any sets in ages aswell to be honest.
 
And I wanna dedicate it toooo -lightning who made my day today/yesterday on Tumblr, thank you aha, I loved it, it really did make me smile lol. x)
You're amazing and I love you aha!<3

Not been on in awhile, been to into Tumblr to be perfectly honest, MEGAN you need to come on more dear!<333 I MISSS YOUU.
 
For the contest! Lyrics from Saviour by Rise Against, it's a beast of a song, if you haven't heard it check it out RIGHT NOW.
 
And I have a new picctuure, not like any of you want to see my fugly face or anything: http://staceyintheskywithdiamonds.tumblr.com/post/445588850/hai-sunshine

For the contest MEgan.
Just for YOOOOUUU. ;D

OH WOW A SET. WOW, lovely.
 
I'M LIKE SEEING ALICE IN WONDERLAND TONIGHTTT. sjhfdiehdkfuhrjheaoajka. I am soooo excited. WHAEEEY. OMG, what to wear! I'm thinking DOCS BABY. (H)
Oh wow, I'm in such a good mood today. :')
OHHH and not to mention, when it gets warmer me and my friends are having a massive campout and we're all going to pig out on pizza and drink. Oh wowww. MEGAN, WANNA COME? ;D
 
I do hope you're all doing well. Indeeed.
TUMBLR ME: http://staceyintheskywithdiamonds.tumblr.com/
(changed the url!) :D

WOWW, I love my hair. :D
Here's a picture:
http://staceitia.tumblr.com/post/415417130/new-hair-colour-3-p-s-im-not-that-pretty-x
I'm not that pretty so :P You can't see my hair well, but I've had it cut aswell and it looks pretty awesome :P
It was worth getting up at 8 for. :D
Oh and it is brighter than that it's just, pictures on phones don't come out well. :/

EEEEIIIEEE.
Getting hair dyed tomorrow, have to be at the hair dressers at 10:15am. Oh dear, that means I have to get up early, so I've decided not to go out tonight, supposed to go around to my aunties she's having a little party type thing but I'll be tired in the morning as it is so.
Well, I've decided to re-dye it red, and it's a much brighter one. So it'll end up like this: http://weheartit.com/entry/1377032
or:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/14503845@N00/4345557093/
I can't waaaiit. If you want I'll take a picture? And show you all? ;d
And the hair dresser says she will cut my hair for me, a little trim for free! :D
Yayayayayay.

New Courteeners album is actually the love of my life at the minute. Go listen to it kids, right now. Seriously, it's so diffrent from St. Jude but still amazing, I'd give it a 8/10 possibly a 9. (:
 
For the contest Megan! :D

I FINALLY GOT A TUMBLR.
I like it actually. Anybody care to post there's if they have one? I'll follow you! (: But if you don't, which I have a feeling you won't, here's mine! http://staceitia.tumblr.com/
 
This is dedicated to *Biaaaa, because she's so nice and she dedicated a set to me, and I love talking to her because she is is so incredibly nice!<3
 
Aaaah, I have a headache, I guess I won't be repling to any mail today, sorry. ):
 
*Love this quote.